I opened his eyes and saw the white wall around the body being covered by a blanket of white, are hung with little hands.
How could I in the hospital? Headaches only seem to remember too much before ... ...
The door opened, I saw the forest, how he will be here? I was a bit puzzled.
He came Do you wake up you? Mody head pain also?
Do not believe that I am a bit of looking at him how39s going on?
You sick, how not to tell me before? He looked at me and asked.
What? What are you talking about? I asked
Do you know what I am talking about, why you have never been and I said so? He then asked.
I have nothing to say.
I know I am sick, but you do not intend to me, the rationale is to ignore me, do I have to tell you? Feel very aggrieved to think.
How do you do not speak it? I did not see what he has been questioned again.
Enough, you are not ignoring me? You do not have here, I die and you are okay ah. I can not help but loudly roared against him.
If someone hit me call, do you think I would know? I do not know if I would not here. He seems also not to be outdone.
I simply ignored him, because I heart.
For a while, he dropped the sentence soup in the thermos bottle, the hot drink, I leave you.
Ranging from the yard, I head out, he left.
Acid nose up at once, anyway, I still did not approach him. He will never belong to me. Feeling very sad!
From the beginning of the fifth grade I knew I mind a long east-west, and then the problems often have a headache. I remember one occasion, I have a face in the toilet, as I collapsed on the. Later I heard my mother crying vague said Jia, ah, ah do not happen. I would like opened his eyes, butand passed halo. It was afternoon, I know that I was in the hospital until the early morning wake up. Mother to see me wake up, and quickly with my head and said all right, and like. However, from my father and so on, I saw her with his back to us. Uncle is also his grandmother, all of a sudden I do not know why so many people have come, as usual, when only big holiday together before they will. Middle school, I once again entered the hospital because of headache, the hospital half a month to live, eat for a whole year of medicine, then for each extra-curricular work, the teacher will let me stay in the classroom. I asked my mother I am sick, right? And my mind on the things that long, right? Mother said ah there.not, you are very healthy. I believe that the mother said, because the patient39s complexion is usually bad, but I usually color the gas well, like Red Apple.
On the high school, I was admitted to a city the focus of high school, but his family insisted on it so I can stay in the Day, a non-focused high school. The reason is so I can live in every day, you can eat at home. In addition to a bit disappointed, I have nothing, from small to large because all of them to give me the arrangements. I believe that parents are always good for me only.
After graduating from high school that I was a university from other provinces. The same as the original high school, they arranged for a year I entered the University of the province. The reason is they are not too far from assured. Iis that a university professor, so I can take care of. An hearts I finished in three years there.
After graduating from college, I want to yearn for a long time in Shanghai. However, parents have a good contact, I am going to go to work there. So I obediently went to Shenzhen.to work in there and do the work of an accounting. I study accounting, but I do not like this trade. Inwhere to go to work every day with her, work together, eat together, live together. On such days, I find it very boring. With her boyfriendlater, most of the time and her boyfriend together. At that time, I feel, I finally got their Free Time. So take the time to learn amateur design some things, such as her boyfriendand begin preparations for their wedding, I told, I would like to leave the company. Although she did not say anything more, but I know she did not want me to go, the company39s financial need a reliable person to do the. Finally, I also left there.
After the family knows, if I have to go back home.
I do not agree with this because I think that small city than we are much better, I like here, even more competitive, but they can also hone myself. I39m looking forward to a person39s life, I am very keen.I have never been apart from his hometown and other cities of Shenzhen, only now feel that they are free. I did not return home, but my father let me have made every day before going to bed to give him a message to express my well-being. I said good night before going to bed so I would have made his father a message I am ready to sleep, you parents good night.
I have reached the age of love, and I39m looking forward to that as people go hand in hand in the tree-lined track. But I did not, in the school surrounded by people who were already in love, but I did not, because parents are not allowed, because then I. I do not know why her parents did not allow me to always love.
Later, I came across in Arabic, we love. I love him, good for him as much as possible. He loves me for me, as far as possible.
But parents do not agree, on the grounds that I have is too small and should not be in love.
I told them I have a 25-year-old, not smaller.
Mother for me, for I do not want and Arabic together.
I resist Where bad in Arabic?
Where he was not bad, but you should not be dating. For you. This is my mother is not a reason to reason.
I love them, because I believe that they will always be my favorite, from an early age I knew that.
I gave up in Arabic.
I also began a life, I am far away from the city.
During the day at the computer, keep holding the mouse hook some plans, I think I was too indifferent.
End of the red early evening to go
mont blanc pen to bed cold, but always can not sleep, I feel that I was lonely.
I did not tell parents that they have long been aware of this, but did not tell me stop. Sometimes the mirror looking at myself, I still can not believe that, the doctor said is true. I think I know the parents care and thought, yes I do for the people should not be falling in love, but really good sad.
Lin was later re-encountered, I think I have some of the first live. Began to work hard, to start real life.
Unfortunately, however, I live for him, he did not need me to do for him. I am worried that, worried that would like to die, because death should be for me to reach the. I think the dead can get away from it all, you can not think of you without thinking about the best approach. But this world there are people I love, I was their only hope. I killed them what would happen, since I still remember the fifth grade that year, my mother carrying mescene.
The next day, Lin hospital again.
Is usual to take the soup. I remember that I said to him to drink the soup, he said that he can go downstairs to buy I helped him clean the room, he said that he has requested a domestic company and he said I told him he did not need, and really do not need to I said I really want to How do you do, you really do not need to return.
But he did not accept it.
Now he gave me to drink soup, and a mouth to feed me. I should feel happy, but I had sad.
I have a bad temper temper up You go, I do not want to see you. Really, you go.
I am sure that now looks like a wretch, I do not want at this time he appeared in my side.
I will always keep you, until ... ... he stared at the quilt on the spending, said Tom
Until I die, right? I first had pain, inability to roar a bit.
The doctor came, and I am sure that is the halo have passed, and wake up time is the night.
I look at linto sit in a chair next to me.
Me what to say, one hand on his lips not intended to show.
He said I know I have some too. But now I would like to sincere Hello, take care of you, really, I hope you do not do something so that things which their own bodies. Promise me, OK? Give me a chance.
I was thinking Although this is what I expected, but you never never given me a chance. Is it because my life is not on the long-term? Poor me?
Two days, parents have been driven from his home to the hospital. When they come, Lin also.
Later, my mother asked me Jia, boy?
I said He said he is willing to take care of me.
Mother said he can see is a good boy, if you like each other39s words ... ...
I interrupted her mother39s words I understand, really.
Lin again, I told him love is not sympathy.